I wrote this put up in 2007 when Saturn was opposing Neptune. I used to be attempting illustrate this phenomenal mash-up of energies, which is proven strongly in my natal chart.  It’s simply surprising.

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On the concept of being a Saturn Neptune sort, I’ve a narrative that illustrates the confusion, completely. Not simply different individuals’s however my very own.

Some years in the past my buddy and astrologer, cf, who thinks I’m the quintessential Mars sort girl advised I see the film, “Bagdad Cafe”, which is a good film by the way in which.

“It’s a film chock filled with Mars symbols,” she mentioned. ‘Wait’ll you get a load of the girl in there… Brenda. She’s similar to you.”

Nicely I didn’t consider her on the time. Nobody is rather like me. However I acquired the film and positive sufficient…

Within the film, Brenda is black girl and she or he’s pissed off! She’s very cute and inexplicably likable however she is just about mad as hell at all people on a regular basis. The very first thing she does within the film, is toss her man for no purpose… no purpose in any respect.

And she or he doesn’t fiddle both. She picks up these tin cans mendacity round and she or he throws them at him and his TRUCK. You already know. Get the hell out of right here!!! GET OUT!

Nicely everybody is aware of I like vans. And although I’ve by no means damaged a dish in the home, I’ve kicked a number of automobiles in my day, at all times in an effort to eliminate the person driving them, just a bit bit quicker. Like kick the bumper of the automobile, because it’s driving away, for good measure! So you understand I used to be chagrined, watching this film and several other years handed.

I’d seen this film a number of occasions by then as a result of it’s that good. The track on this film, alone strikes me to tears. And I like Brenda. I feel she’s amusing to no finish and sooner or later Scott and I have been speaking about films. I advisable, Baghdad Cafe and he ultimately watched it.

“That film was nice, Elsie. Thanks very a lot. And she or he’s proper. You’re precisely like that girl. You and Jasmine, there isn’t a distinction in any respect,” he mentioned. “I couldn’t consider it. Watching that film was like watching you in her physique,” he mentioned.

“What?”

Within the film, Jasmine is a giant German girl. And she or he’s not imply in any respect. Or mad.

“Jasmine? Actually?” I couldn’t perform on what he meant. Severely. It spun my head round. “Er… I’m imagined to be like Brenda…”

“Brenda? Brenda? No! You’re nothing like Brenda. You’re the Jasmine character. She’s precisely such as you.”

For a cut up second I assumed he should be jerking my chain however knew he wasn’t. “Actually? What do I’ve in widespread with Jasmine?” I waited for him to inform me as a result of I had no clue.

“All the things! There is no such thing as a distinction between you and her in any respect, Elsie. Didn’t you see that? Brenda? You’re not like Brenda!”

“Actually? Clarify? Are you able to clarify this to me?” I used to be utterly confused. It actually harm my head. Like placing glasses on the blind… or taking them off.

“Nicely for starters she will get left on the facet of the highway!” Scott left me on the facet of the highway after I was a child… “And she or he has nothing. She’s acquired nothing in any respect and that’s the way you have been whenever you left residence. You left residence with completely nothing.”

I laughed. “Oh yeah. I do not forget that now,” I mentioned with a snort. “However she’s magic.”

“She’s magic? You’re the one who’s magic.”

“I’m?”

“Sure Elsie,” he mentioned as if he was sick of telling me this. “And she or he’s within the desert, too. I’m telling you the film is a map of your entire life. I imply, proper there, within the first 5 minutes she’s in your precise circumstance.”

“Oh. I didn’t consider this.”

“You’re kidding. How may you miss this?”

“I don’t know.”

“Nicely the remainder of that character is rather like you too. All the things she does is precisely what you do. What you probably did, I imply.”

“It’s?”

“Nicely yeah. You began off on the facet of the highway similar to her. And what did you do?”

“I went to city.”

“Sure! And whenever you acquired there…. nicely, it’s similar to within the film. She touches individuals. Right here’s she’s acquired nothing and she or he is available in there and saves all of them.”

“I try this?”

“Hell sure, you try this? Are you kidding me? That’s precisely what you do.”

“Okay, nicely I’d have to consider it. I’m unsure I perceive this however I’m listening. Inform me.”

“Nicely, she will get to the cafe..”

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Sorry. It seems like this acquired reduce off one way or the other.  However it’s important to admit it’s superb. It’s additionally the story of my life.  Interacting with individuals who suppose God is aware of what of me!