This final week has revealed a variety of issues to me. Studying my Pining For Reuben story, I acquired fascinated by the alternative ways my Venus Neptune sq. has expressed through the years.  On this explicit story, it was used as an asset. It allowed me to expertise pleasure whereas passing by means of a painful time.

We’ve these laborious features in our chart. You examine them; it’s usually unhealthy. Within the case of Venus Neptune, we’re speaking about deception, delusion, victimization and such.  The upside, if talked about, will say one thing like, you’re imaginative.  It’s all fairly obscure.

You could have a facet in your chart, that’s usually seen as unfavourable, however should you develop your self… nicely, Venus Neptune is a terrific magic wand. I made ache disappear in that story, see?

Or how concerning the dot com crash. I misplaced 100K in a day, which was all I had on the time. It was every little thing I had each earned, after working from the time I used to be twelve years previous.  Do you assume I cried?

I didn’t cry. I sat there on the display screen, taking a look at my portfolio and in lower than a minute, I had this perception… that I mustn’t fear about it.  It startled me, like I’m going to FIGHT you, however regardless of the ethereal drive was, the logic cam in like this: “You don’t want this cash now.”

SO! was my thought.
The drive responded, “By the point you want the cash, you’ll have it.”

This perception was so highly effective, I accepted this a reality… instantly. I recall standing up from my laptop, to go care my youngsters. 4 and one years previous and I simply screwed their safety. I used to be going to beat myself up about this, however by some miracle, I used to be not ready to do that.  As a substitute, as I walked in the direction of the door, my thoughts overrode me with this: “You recognize it’s going to be okay…”

The implication with that was that I ought to to not be a drama artist.  My Venus in Leo.  I let it go and didn’t point out this for a few years later… in the future it got here up on my weblog.

This second phenomena cemented this to me. I simply misplaced all my cash and… it was irrelevant.

Now that’s some religion. It’s additionally precisely what occurred.  Three years later, I wanted the cash for a down cost on a bigger home. I had it and I famous this.

My level right here is these features present our propensities. What if God offers us with talents like this, as a result of we’ll want them to get by means of what’s forward?

Now think about studying astrology and having all of your items, your tastes and different oddities, degraded to the purpose the place they’re outlined as issues to beat?  This, versus getting up every day, to dwell as a inventive particular person, growing your expertise and deploying them as wanted.

Appears like a nightmare.