I proceed in a very productive, Neptune daze.  We’ve been watching a collection on Netflix, “Velvet”.  It’s in Spanish however I don’t care. I’m completely in to it and my husband is as effectively, to his explicit extent.  What’s taking place is time is circling spherical. As this occurs, I decide issues up and it’s fairly cool.

I’m speaking about recreating previous, completely satisfied instances.  See, this present is a cleaning soap opera, for certain. It’s implausible however you get into it and also you don’t care.  My husband and I did this once we had been youngsters.  We adopted, Luke and Laura, however what kills me is how this arrange the identical approach now because it did then.

See, my husband used to work in a missile again then.  It was 36 hour shift.  There have been no VCRs or streaming or something, so I needed to watch this system after which fill him in on what he missed.  We’re doing this identical factor now. Plus there’s a Luke and Laura couple in it.  We’re a Luke and Laura couple ourselves so this case simply hums alongside.  It’s completely satisfied.

I’m additionally persevering with to revisit, Leonard Cohen’s a lot, although it’s going gradual as a result of I wait till I’m driving.   I’m referring to this:

Venus Neptune: Music Sensitivity

I nonetheless on “Songs Of  Love And Hate” and conscious that the majority of it goes over my head at the moment, they identical approach it did then.  That is gratifying in a approach, as a result of I attempted actually laborious again then.  I’m many years older and yeah. There was nothing stupidly apparent I missed, however I spotted, once I arrowed again to restart a tune… I used to be repeating historical past.

I’m speaking about mendacity in mattress, with the document spinning, at midnight, often. I’d need to hear one thing once more so I rise up and transfer the needle. I used to be caught on the identical tune now as I used to be then.  However now could be now, so I may take into consideration what struck me then.

I figured this out on the best way residence from Kroger (laughs), however not earlier than it occurred to me, listening to Leonard Cohen, might have very effectively spared me, no matter this previous man had in thoughts when he moved two teenage women into his home.  Factor about it. I could have been fairly scary!  Like some exorcist chick or one thing however that was not the sensation in any respect.

There was no “goth” again then, that’s for certain. I simply appreciated this music for the deeply, difficult thrill!

The height or slightly the valley or perhaps each of those directly, could be discovered on this providing. I solely love the start, the center and the tip. So I might need listened to this tune, thirty instances in a row. Be afraid, previous man who pays youngsters for intercourse. Be very afraid!

“Sing one other tune, boys,
This one has grown previous and bitter…”

Now take a look at this:

Can You Keep away from Turning into Previous And Bitter?

I spotted this submit (there’s multiple), is tied to this tune. Just lately, I wrote about astrology and elders. I spotted I may tackle this subject. I’ve identified what can occur for a while!

I spotted at the moment, the identical factor I spotted them. I relate to each phrase within the sone, and to every part written between the traces.  Hope and sparring, stabbing, seeing via issues, mocking, the whimsical horror of all of it…

I do know these things might not be you however it’s me and I used to be very completely satisfied to satisfy it within the wild.  Oh! I do have tribe! I could be understood.  And I used to be in a holding sample presently. I’d escaped my residence however not discovered myself but.  This existence of music like this, knowledgeable me, an individual like me may discover my approach.

For those who occurred to learn my story, “California”, my sister astutely identifies the second I met a “mothery” sort lady, a job mannequin for individual like me.  That is like that.  It’s the opposite aspect of me that’s extra like Zorro and his lady or one thing.  I deal in the actual and the uncooked.

This additionally made me consider the gal I lived on this presently. Libra with a Scorpio moon.  The opposite gal who was very influential presently was Scott’s sister, additionally a Libra with a Scorpio moon. How I by no means realized this earlier than is past me, however they each died of their 20’s they usually’ve by no means been changed.

Loads of actually essential issues and persons are encountered if you’re this age.. late teenagers to early 20’s. Individuals must inform you, so let that be this – I’m telling you.

Yet another comment – my pal, Ben, was bitching as soon as, about how folks had been all the time attempting to alter him and make him do issues.  We had been in our twenties.  “I informed them, this can be a huge world!  There’s loads of room in it for somebody like me, so depart me alone!